THERE YOU GO

Huh , It's the same-old-excuses -.- You did it again again and again ==' So many times I've told you , so many times I've remind you but still, you did it over over and over. You should have told me your plan, I'm not asking you to ask my permission or what , just tell me about it ! Is that a big problem ? Is that too hard for ya ? You know I hate it when I got knew about it from her and not from you. Don't give me such a surprise. You really don't have the idea what was she doing rite ? What ? You never check her twitter ? Even if you never did check it but I've told you bout it. And you was like 'hey she's just a kid' . Now, look what that 'kid' cause. She keeps mention that you are hers and you don't even get mad about it. To me , if you want to know lah , It seems like YOU L-I-K-E it. Like you don't even bother about it. And all this , makes me started to have doubt on you. Idk what were you guys chatting about cause you never told me bout it , and she make it looks like a-totally-sweet-conversation ! What, don't get surprise babe. Try to imagine lahh how I felt about it. My-boyfie-are-having-a-sweet-funny-chat-with-a-girl-who-has-a-crush-on-him. Doesn't that sounds extremely cruel to ya ? Yeah sometimes I do have a chat with other boys but it was in formal way and we're like using kau-aku. And my arif pun call me 'akak' kay. He respect me as her sister. He  already got a girlfie and I was close to his girl. We're like a real family. when a guy started to flirt with me or getting lain macam I'll said ; 'Hold on, I'm totally taken' . And if that guy still begar menggatai juga , I'll run from him and avoid him as best as I can. Why I didn't tell you about this earlier ? Because its all will drive us into a fight fight fight like there's no end of it. I'm tired. I'm bored. And I'm mad. When these feeling combine with my doubt-feeling which were increasing I guess, T-H-I-S-I-S-T-H-E-R-E-S-U-L-T. All this time when I don't have mood, this are the reason. And I didn't tell ya because I'm trying to have faith on ya. I've told myself ; It's nothing, what she said is all a lie. He would never do that to me. Until that day where you decide to settle it on your own and plan something behind my back. That day, I've lost patient-faith-sense-feeling-trust-and the worst, love. It all got place by three letter, M-A-D. Think about it, you've hurt I've hurt and so does she. Someone need to back off to make at least one heart feel happy. I know it's a love-war. Where I should've fight till the end. But in this war, I saw my enemy fell and you was like having sympathy on her. How could we win this war then ? And now, you're hurt I'm hurt but she is happy. Like you've said, she just a kid. And my parents always told me ; always yield when you're facing a kid. I guess I'm too big enough to argue with her rite ?